life cycles

heartache and break ups never are the best the only thing to do is to just keep it in your chest i thought it was over that i had gotten off the ride we say that relationships are like roller coasters ups and downs twists and turns highs and lows and at the end of it all we end up wanting more and then we find ourselves right back in line going for another go I had been with someone for more than a year now and i think they are just the most wonderful person in my eyes when they can be but i just felt like where was something missing something i cant put my finger on and i guess someone else comes along and the one year relationship i knew was gone. ill be writiing down the feelings i feel on a daily basis on how im coping with the break up. this person was my one and only i thought yet again that this time it was for keeps i might be writting in poem or not but this is the only way i can purge my thoughts out. so here i go i call this "life cycles" i may not be tall or handsome or cute i may not be white or toned or incredibly smooth i gave you my heart and said just keep it but someone one else comes along and it all you did was chuck it you tell me those 3 words day in and day out empty words from someone who just broke my heart there will be a day we will meet again till then i just cant seem to find what to say I just cant imagine a world without you but i just have to accept that its just not meant to be for i have given you my pride my life my happiness and my all my thoughts my feelings my secrets and my soul for when i love i love completely i just couldnt see this not once not for a minute im sorry i fall short from all the things you are looking for but what can i do im just a boy its life and we go through all its cycles i guess this load is done time to get the next one loaded